HELLO

This is about me. The real me.

I have another blog out there. It is a public thing, I have real people that know about it. And I have my public face on when I blog on it. Always light, friendly, never digging too awful deep, not when it comes to my personal self, anyway. People think highly of me.

But those people don't know everything about me. I have a lot of secrets buried. Nothing too awful bad, of course, I haven't killed anyone. But things weigh on me and often. My true inner self has no outlet and that is not good. And my true inner self has a lot of darkness.

If you find this blog, then you will know more about me than the real people in my life. For what its worth. This blog is not going to be written with a reader in mind but if you want to come along for the ride, it's okay. I just would ask that you keep an open mind and reserve judgement. I've made some really hellacious mistakes. And this is going to be a self-centered blog - its all about me, me, me. My real life is focused on others. This is my secret place. This is where I want to be at 3:00 in the morning when I can't sleep.

Now that I have managed to get my life slowed down some and in a sane place, it's time to review. I've got mental scars and burns and a brain that doesn't work as well as it once did. I've got a heart that doesn't feel very much. I've got a soul that can't open up to others. I've got memories that I can't seem to shut down. Maybe laying them out where they can be seen can help take away the power they have over me.


Love, Lita